I become Extremely attractive and powerful when i'm in my Active-Cruel-cold-blunt-selfesh phase... I'm n Control... I have my peace of mind but i become a Soul-less machine,

I only thrive when n Love ♥ ♥ only then i find my creativity... Without my Muse i'm a blind soul-less creature in Vain
...I was Blind and n0w i See ♥

and what is life without creativity? but a plain canvas in need for its blind master to fullfil his masterpiece...
Without passion, creativity, movement... Life is a wasted masterpiece needing to be done...
Without my muse i'm a powerful soulless creature in vain. In control , crucial, severe... But can't enjoy the taste of sight towards the various colors of life that the poor broken-hearted have seen .